NO CONTROL

VENT SESSION: START



I know that I am not the only one out there in this vast world that doesn't feel the same way that I having been feeling lately: OUT OF CONTROL. Like life just keeps going and you don't have a say. Well that is how I feel. I know that we have done this to ourselves. We chosen some roads to take and instead of knowing if we can take those roads we are sitting at a HUGE red light, waiting for someone to come and tell us what to do and move traffic along. I thought I dealt well with change, but I guess I am getting a huge reality check. I DON'T DO WELL WITH CHANGE. Especially this type of change. Like not knowing where we will be living 6 months from now, can we move forward?, are we doing to right thing. I wish Heavenly Father would just give us a huge blinking neon sign and have is say "YES, keep going", or "NO, STOP, be more PATIENT". I guess that is why we need to have more faith and realize more then anything that he is the only one with COMPLETE CONTROL and he just lets us think that we have control some of the times.



And now some of you are wondering: What is she talking about? What changes?........

Well, only time with tell, and when we know, we will let others know. I hope soon, because I am going CRAZY with all these unanswered ANSWERS. I know I will be able to handle whatever this coming year gives us, I just want to know what it is going to be.



Sorry for the vent session.....I don't normally blog about such things, but I needed an outlet. A way to express my frustrations to the 2 people that even look at my blog ;)



Please give me words of encouragement and advice if wanted, because I know that there are a few of you that have gone through MUCH MORE then I have ever had to or ever will. I am just being weak, but I guess I am allowed right :)



VENT SESSION: OVER

Oatmeal FUN!!!!

Let me tell you something very interesting about my baby boy: He has to feed himself, it doesn't matter what it is, I or anyone can't feed him. He also has to have a bowl or plate and eating utensil in order for him to eat. If you try to do anything else that is not in the above directions you will be screamed at and heads will roll !!!!!
It is a good thing he likes bathtime so much, because he sure does get alot.

Something to Brighten Up your day

I just couldn't resist, this is a self-protrait. I can't stop smiling, and I thought I would share the laughter. I oh so LOVE this little man!!!!